well not as content as i would like to feel, i mean...ive been DYING for the past like 2 weeks.....cramps, my back is killing me, but today was the same i guess but ive confessed sumthing to myself, since it seems ive been trying to push myself to find it when it will happen when its ment to.
im very happy with my current job....its moments like today...that truly make it magical and worthwhile. i mean it isnt everyday that you get to walk in the middle of a herd of horses. i know the dangers that are involed in working with those beautiful creatures, i know i put myself at risk everytime i go around them, im always on my toes, alert all the time. it was amazing. my favorite horse cooper, walked right beside me, they stood patently while i opened the gate, stepped out and they each came one at a time while i moved them over to the top pen, even Cider was pretty good for me.
hahaha i can now name all the horses,
well....my little sister really knows how stun me, keep me remembering, and not able to stop myself from wanting, from yearning to want a friendship that once was.
blah half the stuff i sya on here isnt intresting to any of you, dont know why i feel the need to write a freaking journal anyway.